@Paradox thing is she's hyper-competent she wants badly to have a job in the rear where she doesn't have to fight anymore. She's certainly no warmonger if that's how she appears to outsiders. She's just doing her job the best she can so she can... ya know... not die. Also get a posting that means she doesn't have to do this anymore. She's practically tearing her hair out having been asked to do the impossible over and over.