Wrong. First of all, survival and voluntary cooperation existed before the State and your take is blatant Bolshevism. It is proven that older civilizations acknowledged death as inevitable and it was the same Frenchoid socialists who killed their monarchs who replaced Natural Order with a man-made organization where a few bastards decide the fate of the masses in accordance to their own economic interests.
You're not afraid of COVID, you fear life and the fact that you can't control the Universe. I see some potty training issues from a Freudian persepctive.