@Rasp You would really do me a favor if you go to that support group again. Not only once, but at least 10 times. If there are multiple ones, choose a different one than last time. Otherwise the same is also fine. You don't want to continue rotting! ;) You don't want that. And you don't have to. I have to rot here atm, at least until the year ends, but I'll be happy when it ends. Although I have my troubles as well, as I said. Do they meet weekly? When?