@Rasp To find ways to deal with it somehow, without having major problems, without hating everybody, and with a little more happiness. Many people have some kind of medical troubles to withstand, and it's often impressive to me how they find their ways. It might take some time. But it's worth it. I'm sure that your situation isn't easy as well. And again, I'll not bother you with trivial stupid hints. But be strong! Do you want to tell me details about your particular issue? Just if you want!