@Tsuki @cassidyclown @bot Typically these feelings of bothering others when you text them comes from your relationship with your parents (though I don't know you or your parent's relationship, this might not include you.) Symptoms of you having this relationship with your parents include - not being able to talk with them or communicate serious things in your life. Feelings of being 'on your own' (lack of guidance.) There are other words that can be used to describe how you're feeling about not wanting to reach out - low self-esteem, burdensome (this is a reflection of how one of your parents view you most likely). If you want to fix this issue you will need to address yourself, whatever your relationship that made you feel this way and reconceptualize how you view relationships. If this doesn't apply you can ignore this post