@asa @sim yeah because you will do things that aren't normal like yesterday i found out my true name and i got called insane. i told mom and she understands. told the cousin she understands i havn't told dad. i guess 2 years ago i had Ego death and i had to just kill the old me (the old self). the android the robot the trash the world showed me how to be around the world i hate taking 2 years and all my life to figure it out is hell and scary. i wish i learned things long ago because i would act more so the school would kick me out so i would be free. i guess i need to mentally kick myself out of these places that scare me.