@eva_chaos @VikingChieftain ..... it's really stupid tbh

during my gay self suppression years, i was mental about CoD:MW 1&2&3, i was googling info about guns non stop during that time, and my two favourites were always the glock and the barrett m82

nowadays i hold any of short term outburst of gun interest as self destructive and try to stay away from it as much as possible, i just think it was an expression of anger being amassed over time from feeling bullied