@revoluciana @NicolaElle @pdcawley Really should have made that a two-parter, because I still got my 40s to be a more full version of myself, I've made some physical changes that have done a lot for me, and while I feel the loss of realizing I deserved to have my younger years lived this way, I also know I'll go into my 50s far better than I went into my 40s. And who knows? Maybe later in life I'll try out some E and find out what that's like. I don't feel a hurry now.