some of the earlier stuff (the eyeball pinching memes pertaining to loyalty) those fucking sting like hell because of guilt that i feel for how his little mind spins things and spins out. you can be loyal a.f. and it still doesn't matter if they're so broken they see fog no matter how new their shades (sigh)
that's why it breaks me reading it. i've always been faithful (i'm wired that way) but when someone else spins out or gaslights or there's risk to safety, you start reaching out. doesn't matter that you have no no intention of crossing lines (and don't), their perception will always be skewed because of how things look when you reach out for help or others involve themselves wondering if you're okay and step in to protect