>hardmode Christianity

nigger I wake up every day assuming God is going to bring some crushing defeat on me because he hates me. I don't get excited for anything because I am always disappointed and I watch other people live happy and fruitful lives while I sit here with my chest to the plough for fucking nothing. Don't talk to me about how we do it in "hardcore Christianity". My life is nothing but discontent and misery.

Yet, still, I know the only one who has saved my soul is Christ and no matter what stupid shit I do, I will always be saved. You can't commit a sin too great to be forgiven. If you're concerned about committing the unforgivable sin, guess what nigger, you haven't done it.