@thepoliticalcat @amiserabilist @glasspusher you did nothing wrong, friend. I live with this memory every day. It's my reality unfortunately. I do hope to find those people. People here are kind and welcoming, but I feel as if there's so much bad going on all the time, it's hard to take time to appreciate everyone.
I think the kindness I would need to see, would be extraordinary in today's world, and that's unfortunate to say.