@otyugh It's true... The social pression is really heavy on people who do not work, or not work enough for the others.
Staying late to workplace is seen by certains like a sucsess, even if it's just a waste of time.
And I hear often these sentences like "worthless" in my head, yeah. ^^' My family told me sometimes things like that... And it’s hard to contradict them every time, with little support.