You should contemplate the importance of truth. Truth is my lifelong passion. It's all that matters in this world of lies. See John 18:37. The people here, the wonderful people we (I) call friends love truth.

You have to love truth in order to overcome the CIA/Mossad propaganda you've been absorbing since birth. The pagans who discern objective truth & spread it to the ignorant are our friends. Anyone who has fidelity to objective truth has fidelity to God whether they believe in Him or not.

This is a spiritual war. The battlefield is Christ's truth vs. Satan's lies. That battle is the main spring of history. St. Francis of Assisi used to say "Preach the gospel always. When necessary, use words". Consider trying to win converts by being a warm person who is at relative peace in the midst of this insanity.