@p @LaylaAlexandrovna

Sure.

When I was 14 I moved into supported accommodation because my family home waa messed up. The setup is a block of flats with support staff and coming in and running programs with kids. One of the tenants was a 19-year-old girl that I knew from a previous hospital admission. She wasn't what I would call attractive and I didn't go out of my way to be friendly with her. She has a pet name for me that I hated as well.

One night she invited herself over to "watch DVDs" and she brought booze and offered me some. I really didn't like alcohol at that age so I refused and just watched shitty movies with her. Then when she was drunk she started flashing me and groping me until she forced herself on me on the couch. It was disgusting and I felt ashamed and to this day, the name she gave me disturbs me.

She left the program two months later. The whole time I felt withdrawn and awkward. I didn't attend programs because I didn't want to see her and I was at risk of being evicted and I seriously just considered being a hermit in my apartment until I got kicked out and living with my dysfunctional family again.

It was only when I found out after a month she'd be moving out soon that I started attending programs again.