@nyx I'm attracted to men yes but I don't think my sanity can handle continuing to try with them.

When I was a guy I could get in their head somewhat and understand them but even then it was lacking. Had nothing to do with feminine or masculine or the genitals, just at the end of the day they were always spiritually unfulfilling or damaging.

I went as far as meeting my male twin flame and he was the most toxic shell of a person I've ever met, barely clinging onto reality.

Idk what my female twin flame could be. But I feel like I do myself a disservice by shutting her out.