@youronlyone @MisuseCase @autistics @actuallyautistic
Meltdown! That's it!
Growing up I was identified as having "anger management issues." Have always felt flawed. "Just learn to grin&bear it."
I never explained, because noone ever asked, that it was like a pot boiling over. I could tolerate something for a long time, but eventually something just snapped. As an adult I had 3 incidents at work that i recall with embarrassment but know damned well my blowup was beyond my control.