I was shy as a teenager and didn't have the guts to ask my crush out and now that I'm older I don't meet new people very often IRL and none of the women I do meet interest me. I've had a couple of failed e-relationships but we never got to seeing eachother irl.

I don't plan on staying in this country and I know asking someone to move to a foreign country is a huge ask and 9/10 times would just lead to heartbreak, so I'm not actively trying to find someone.