You tried.
For what it's worth, I agree with another poster who said that ST:V was by far the worst picture. Star Trek: The Motion Picture does grow on you with every showing.
I get that your experiences behind the scenes make it difficult to enjoy, but for me, it was one of the first few films I saw in a theater. I had to sit in the front row, staring up at this giant bald woman that towered over us from about ten feet away...