@zo There's also the real possibility you're still kinda working on your sense of self. I waited so long it felt likey "inner femme" would scream at me. Having that meant having a compass. This might even be a time to just focus on what personal joy feels like in general without the complexities of gender and trans identity on top of it. You did a lot of work to get on HRT; something drove you on. How does that something come to you? 3/3