@zo The first year or more of my transition was full of doubt and also a lot of defensiveness and needing to "prove it". I was afraid I'd give it up and look foolish and it'd be chalked up as one of my many short-term obsessions. This despite the fact that I had 20 years of deep frustration from faking being a man. Depending on where you're at in being in touch with your feelings, you may not even be in a place to name euphoria and dysphoria yet. 1/?