@zo A cis person would not be happy with the changes you're experiencing.
But let's pause for a moment & stop worrying about the trans label.
The key thing to ask yourself is: "Do I want to be a girl?"
If you do & it brings you more joy to be Zoey than it did to be your pre-transition self, that's all there is to it.
In all likelihood, there's no afterlife: this is the one life you get.
It's your life & your body.
Do what brings you joy :TransFemHeart:
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