I did too and I ended up seeing naked anime children because I thought the people who were saying undu posted loli were full of shit. I should have known better because I had seen graf and milk and others say creepy stuff about loli and whatnot back when I was a poa.st user but I still tried to be objective about it.

There's a certain type of loli pedo who likes to pretend he's normal while wiggling his way into other communities. And then he tries to normalize his shit, posts it, and then make """"jokes"""" about wanting to rape kids. Those people rely on the benefit of the doubt being given to them by well meaning people. You can ask @josh about all the people who told him hosting loli on 9chan was a great idea and how they repaid his tolerance.

Undu and wides were certainly that type of pedo. Graf almost certainly is as well or is aware of what they are. He lies and misrepresents shit constantly. He acts like TRS left because some random pedo joined the site and wasn't banned fast enough, but in reality it was a well known member of the community who was a known pedo.

Graf is manipulative. His mod milk does the same sort of "teehee I am a pedo oh wait just joking ;)" shit that the other pedos do, just waaaaay toned down after the kiwi shitstorm.

I believe you are a good person trying to do what's right in the world and I really appreciate that, but please just be wary of graf at the very least. He's the kind of person who will say anything to make you like him.