@pathfinder @actuallyautistic Kevin, I agree. But finding people like you, whether its some commonality in how our brains work, or in any aspect of our lives is crucial I think, if one is missing solid self acceptance. Finally seeing "I'm not the only one like this, or stuggling with that, or living this way," can bring a bit of peace to a jumbled up life.
Short story. I swore I didn't "fidget." Right up to the moment the SSRI kicked in. 1/2