Great it's not the action -you- would have taken. It IS the action I took. I weighed the variables, considered potential outcomes and decided it was to be delt with permanently. Did my decision making happen fast? Yes. Was it something I wanted to do or enjoy? No. My heart sunk when I pulled that trigger.

But you all think I laughed like some raging lunatic when I did it.

So again make your choice, either hate me or don't. I'm tired of talking about it.