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Christ is LORD (christ_is_lord@poa.st)'s status on Friday, 12-Aug-2022 20:45:37 JST Christ is LORD I had a glass of water and I feel a lot better about things -
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Christ is LORD (christ_is_lord@poa.st)'s status on Friday, 12-Aug-2022 20:45:38 JST Christ is LORD This close to moving to a town where nothing happens and I can pretend that the world is sane. What’s left? Do I trying and make things better? What kind of ego would I need to not go full retard?
They say that when you read Jacques Ellul without God you get Ted K. Every day I thank God that he gave me the grace to have faith in him. Without that holding me back…
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it’s cliche at this point
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evil is bad
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The reasonable and proportionate response is neither.
no one should ever do anything ever at any time, posting online is even too far, I think we should all just log off and watch the telly
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Christ is LORD (christ_is_lord@poa.st)'s status on Friday, 12-Aug-2022 20:45:38 JST Christ is LORD I'm the luckiest person on here. I'm the most blessed. God has been so good to me. I can't complain. I live the life people envy.
I have SAHW wife and baby. I have dogs and poultry and garden with many potato. I have a job that gives me more money and flexibility than I deserve. I can help my family. I have multiple irl racist friends. I have a local loving church with people I like. I have so many good things. I'm paying off the house. I'm losing weight. The weather is great. I have a literal white picket fence out the front. I have grown and eaten my own raspberries. I spent the weekend on the most beautiful beach in the most beautiful part of the world hearing good news and relaxing. I am supported
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Christ is LORD (christ_is_lord@poa.st)'s status on Friday, 12-Aug-2022 20:45:38 JST Christ is LORD It's all too hard and I'm too retarded and they're too evil and it's all too much and there is too much to do and there is nothing to be done -
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Christ is LORD (christ_is_lord@poa.st)'s status on Friday, 12-Aug-2022 20:45:39 JST Christ is LORD I am so so so tired of advice that's boils down to: here is how to find places where isolation alienation hasn't fully set in and you can use the old ways.
NO! NO! NO! I want new ways. I want ways that actually contend with the isolation and the destruction of civic society. We don't live in a society. I don't.
I don't have co workers. I don't go places. I don't have people I can talk to at the shops. We live in pods, traffic, and queues. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.
Stop telling me to be nice to my neighbours. They're not from here. They're not going to become my allies. Stop telling me talk to people at church. They're either 80 or want women pastor. Stop telling me to be nice to my coworkers. I have none, and when I did I got fired for not towing the line and no one was willing suffer any kind of inconvenience even though they agreed with me. This entire fucking country is willing to say in private that things have gone too far or that they in private opposed $CURRENT_TYRANNY, but not one was willing to pay any kind of cost. These people are fairweather cowards
If you have ideas that don't reject the way things are I'll listen. But I'm so so so tired of increasingly desperate attempts at digging deeper to suck from the dried bore. There is no water. We don't live in a society -
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Christ is LORD (christ_is_lord@poa.st)'s status on Friday, 12-Aug-2022 20:45:40 JST Christ is LORD IM JUST A RETARDED INTROVERT
WHY MUST THE BURDEN OF COMMUNITY BUILDING, GROUP DYNAMICS, TALKING TO RANDOS, AND SOCIAL STIGMA BE PLACED ON ME?
LORD, MUST YOU FORCE THE SQUARE PEG IN THE ROUND HOLE? LORD, I AM YOUR HERMIT-EST SOLDIER. WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING IN A SUB URBAN SETTING? -
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Christ is LORD (christ_is_lord@poa.st)'s status on Friday, 12-Aug-2022 20:45:40 JST Christ is LORD I have forgotten my first loves. Maybe I'm too "serious" and need to de-escalate. Maybe I need to do some gardening, and reading, and kissing my wife, and throwing the baby, and walking the dogs, and laughing.
Too much working. Too much stress. Too much hard time. Too much suffering servant.
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Christ is LORD (christ_is_lord@poa.st)'s status on Friday, 12-Aug-2022 20:45:41 JST Christ is LORD > Level 1
Get blackpilled about finding a nice girl
> Level 2
Get blackpilled about having friends
> Level 3
Get blackpilled about having community
Maybe once I make it past level 3 then I'll be content
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