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   Erik L. Midtsveen 🏳️‍⚧️🇳🇴 (midtsveen@social.linux.pizza)'s status on Sunday, 16-Mar-2025 06:46:52 JST Erik L. Midtsveen 🏳️‍⚧️🇳🇴

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   I guess being autistic plays a huge role in why Zoë Straub's music is such a lifeline for me. Her songs hit me in a way that nothing else can, becoming this constant, comforting presence that helps me navigate the chaos of emotions I often struggle to process.

   It's not often you see autistic folks like me being open to emotional release. Hell, most of the autistic people I know in real life can't even let their guard down around their parents. But Zoë's music? It's different. It's like she's found a way to bypass all my defenses and speak directly to my soul.

   Sure, I might be able to squeeze out a tear around my family, but it's nothing compared to what happens when I'm alone with Zoë's music. We're talking full-on emotional floodgates here. After a session with her songs, my clothes are soaked through, but I feel lighter, like I've finally been able to let go of all the pent-up feelings I've been carrying around. It's intense, it's personal, and it's exactly what I need to keep going.

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     Erik L. Midtsveen 🏳️‍⚧️🇳🇴 (midtsveen@social.linux.pizza)'s status on Sunday, 16-Mar-2025 06:46:53 JST Erik L. Midtsveen 🏳️‍⚧️🇳🇴

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     I want to keep this thread focused on Zoë's music and how it's affected me, without getting into other topics, so I've cleaned up the thread to edit out any political mentions.

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     Erik L. Midtsveen 🏳️‍⚧️🇳🇴 (midtsveen@social.linux.pizza)'s status on Sunday, 16-Mar-2025 06:46:54 JST Erik L. Midtsveen 🏳️‍⚧️🇳🇴

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     Don't bother asking my mom about this, just don't. She's not gonna get it at all. She needs to hear it from my dad's side of the family or read this thread to understand my lifeline.

     Like I said, this thread is actually a way for her to see just how deep my connection to Zoë's songs goes. It's not just about liking her music; it's about how it's helped me through tough times and become a part of my emotional healing.

     So, if my mom wants to understand why Zoë's music is such a big deal for me, she should real read this thread multiple times and talk to my dad's family. They can fill her in on just how real this is for me.

     Welcome to my lifeline, mom! I guess this is your crash course in understanding why Zoë's music means so much to me.

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     Erik L. Midtsveen 🏳️‍⚧️🇳🇴 (midtsveen@social.linux.pizza)'s status on Sunday, 16-Mar-2025 06:46:55 JST Erik L. Midtsveen 🏳️‍⚧️🇳🇴

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     Look, I get it. Some folks might think I'm full of shit, making up this whole thread about Zoë Straub. They might not believe anyone could be this into an artist's music or use it for emotional healing like I do.

     But here's the thing, if you really wanna know the truth, just ask my dad's side of the family. They've seen firsthand how much Zoë's music means to me. They know it's not some made-up story or exaggeration.

     My connection to Zoë's songs is real, and it's deep. It's been a huge part of my life for almost a decade now. Sure, it might seem weird or over-the-top to some people, but that doesn't make it any less true.

     So yeah, doubt me if you want, but the people who know me best can vouch for this. Zoë's music has been my lifeline, and that's just how it is.

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     Erik L. Midtsveen 🏳️‍⚧️🇳🇴 (midtsveen@social.linux.pizza)'s status on Sunday, 16-Mar-2025 06:46:56 JST Erik L. Midtsveen 🏳️‍⚧️🇳🇴

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     When people see me listening to Zoë Straub, they should just leave me the fuck alone. It's not about being antisocial; it's about respecting my personal space. Zoë's music is more than just entertainment for me; it's a way to process my emotions and find some peace.

     Like I said, when others are around, it can feel like they're intruding on something deeply personal. It's not rational, but I get this feeling that they're trying to take away the healing power of her songs. So, if you see me with my headphones on, blasting Zoë, just let me be. It's my way of dealing with shit, and I need that space to myself.

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     Erik L. Midtsveen 🏳️‍⚧️🇳🇴 (midtsveen@social.linux.pizza)'s status on Sunday, 16-Mar-2025 06:46:57 JST Erik L. Midtsveen 🏳️‍⚧️🇳🇴

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     Most people turn to family or friends when they need emotional support. But for some of us, it's different. We find comfort in our own space, surrounded by the things that matter most to us.

     For me, that's my apartment with my Denon CEOL RCD-N12DAB playing Zoë's music through my Kirkaeseter Prisma 60 speakers. It's my personal sanctuary where I can truly let go and heal.

     I only listen to Zoë when I'm alone. Sharing her music with others feels wrong somehow. It's like they're intruding on something deeply personal. I know it's not rational, but I can't help feeling angry and sad if someone else plays her songs. It's as if they're taking away her power to heal me, even though that's not really what's happening.

     As I have said before in this thread, Zoë's songs are more than just entertainment, they're a lifeline that helps me process my feelings and find peace.

     Zoë's music is my go-to for emotional healing. It's right up there with the soundtrack from the video game GRIS, which is another story I'll share another time.

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     Erik L. Midtsveen 🏳️‍⚧️🇳🇴 (midtsveen@social.linux.pizza)'s status on Sunday, 16-Mar-2025 06:46:58 JST Erik L. Midtsveen 🏳️‍⚧️🇳🇴

     I think the only person in my family who might be surprised by this thread is my mom. She might not fully understand just how much Zoë Straub's music means to me, but reading through this will show her how deeply her songs have impacted my life.

     This thread is all about how Zoë's artistry has been a source of personal healing for me. Her music has been there for me during tough times, providing emotional support and helping me navigate life's challenges. It's not just about enjoying her songs; they've become an integral part of my well-being and self-discovery journey.

     I hope that by sharing this, my mom will see just how much Zoë's music has helped me grow and find comfort in difficult moments.

     She is more than just a favorite artist; she has become a lifeline that has made a real difference in my life.