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GM ☕
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Dark Kiki rises.
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Are those African violets?
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@n3f_X @Eiregoat @KiKi88 @MadrePappagallo @Omega_Variant @ThePoastmasterGeneral @thefinn While getting over the aches and pains and flu symptoms is rough I was a mess for like a year I couldn't think straight always got confused and forgot shit and had crazy dreams and sometimes I would go red hot and feel like I was withdrawing
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I remember that. You even thought you were White. Fucking nuts. 😏
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lol yea bc u r sick and and feel like shit ... oxycontin was really bad to come off of ... pharms kill alot of people ... the ones who survive em have been through some shit its why i stick with weed oil and try not to deviate from that
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I was a real asshole when I was going through my vicoden withdrawal.
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Yes. Worst addict I know beats herself up constantly. Her problem isn't alcohol, it's shaming herself so low she ends up drinking again.
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alot of people are their own worst enemy ... its hard to shake
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@ThePoastmasterGeneral @Dan_Hulson @Eiregoat @KiKi88 @MadrePappagallo @Omega_Variant @n3f_X My stay in hospital proved one thing to me - a lot of doctors are fucking idiots and they have no idea what people are capable of.
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Also, that whole industry of powerlessness behind drug addiction is absolute fucking poison. They keep everyone addicted by lying to them.
The bottom line is you're the complete opposite of powerless, and beating yourself up and saying you're a fucking addict for life and removing all personal responsibility is the worst thing anyone can possibly do.
It's not in anyone else's hands but yours whether you decide to wake up and live a better life where you're not slave to your demons. Anyone can do it, and like most things, you have to endure some pain and hardship to reap the benefits of far greater things.
The medical industry needs to stop giving people excuses like "you're predisposed to being a fat fuck" or "you're genetically likely to be a junkie or a drunk". None of that shit matters. All that matters is that you have willpower and a reason to live a better life. Literally anyone CAN do it. The question is how much do you want to?
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@ThePoastmasterGeneral @Eiregoat @KiKi88 @MadrePappagallo @Omega_Variant @n3f_X I was clean but on 160ml methadone and the drug worker about 8 yrs ago fucked up my script and appointment and tried blame it on me and gave me shit and wanted give me a massive reduction. So I said I quit and they said you will never quit such a high dose and I was like watch me innit
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Yeah, I was like patient zero for Fentanyl, I was sucking the juice out of those patches when they were brand new decades ago. Probably should've died. Doctors asked me how I wasn't dead with how much I was taking and didn't even seem high. I said, "because I'm not a pussy". They told me I would never detox, I said, "I will, because I have a reason to, and I'm not a pussy." I showed those assholes. One of the best points I ever proved.
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Sub works to get you away from stupidity...but eventually there's a freezing cold turkey in your life somewhere. The longer you stick with the sub the harder it will be.
The easiest way is walking away from all the other people that assist you in self medicating for a while, until the day you're strong enough to see them and not care.
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same, then i started taking suboxone
now i am a sub addict lmao
it all evens out :smiley_shrug:
(i only take less than 1/4 of that also)
but if i dont take any at all, i hurt
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@KiKi88 @Eiregoat @MadrePappagallo @Omega_Variant @n3f_X I got so bad they put me on 160ml of Methadone in the end just went complete cold turkey though
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@MadrePappagallo @Eiregoat @KiKi88 @Omega_Variant @n3f_X The come down on Clarlie ain't too bad now Speed can be a bit rough
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never prefered speed personally
i always liked the downers
but speed can be fun :blob_spaz_Christmas:
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@KiKi88 @Eiregoat @MadrePappagallo @Omega_Variant @n3f_X Yes I used love downers that's how I ended up with a raging opiate addiction though
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sounds terrible :animu_tears:
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Adderall crash is like that too. Any stimulant will wear off and leave you feeling like crap again.
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i thought like it had something to do with magnets, but i was around no magnets :blob_shrug:
i think im a boomer when it comes to these things
whats a snow crash??
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Snow crash sounds like a name for when the cocaine high wears off.
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Holy shit, a snow crash. I didn't know those could happen anymore.
They used to happen when the software crashed so bad it lost control of the video card
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lol wait what... so u had to get a new phone for some reason u say it crashed? did u dl some bullshit it fucked up your phone?
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i still have no idea, i never took it to get looked at
i went to post from it one morning and all of a sudden the screen went static like a tv screen, turned black, and never came back on again :pepe_shrug:
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lol login with the same account u use on your phone and it should come up with everythng the same
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thats not going to work either cause the phone i had element set up on before crashed and im trying to get it set up either on my laptop or new phone
ill figure it out :animu_giggle:
maybe @Eiregoat or @Omega_Variant can tell me
(dm please)
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i was in, but then i logged out last time i used it and now i forgot how to do it :smiley_shrug:
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gm neffers
i have a question
im on me laptop
trying to get into my matrix account
idk how to get in 😑
i forgot how to do it
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do u have element already dlded on it
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gm keekers
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In all seriousness, I never liked opiates. I like to goooooooo.
ӄɨӄɨ88 :ghost_heart2:
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