@skinnylatte I hear you.
For me, going home would add being cold at a level I don't currently want to contemplate, in the context of these calculations.
I'm always happy to learn a new language, but I think going forward, I would like to live in regions with languages I already speak, or languages in the same language families I already know, or recognized as "easy to learn". Because I love language but the world is hard and I am tired.
My god, I hope we all live & stay safe.
I'm so fucking tired.
My dad passed away last week and I am the sole beneficiary. I have so much to deal with and so much on my plate that I don't have even have time to grieve.
On top of that, for the past month or so I've been "flirting" with a woman that I fell pretty hard for, and she stopped responding so much in the past few days.
I have nobody. My 1 IRL friend makes plans and doesn't follow through. Nobody texts me.
I'm drunk as hell for the first time in 3.5 years and I'm spiraling pretty fucking hard. I can't deal with myself.😔
Sometimes I don't say anything on socials for a long time because so much of what I see there just makes me tired.
My ideal self would share things anyway. You know, create what you want to see. But I'm tired.
I guess "create" is the problem. It doesn't need to be so intense or so fancy.
I can just share what's going on. Okay. Will try.
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