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I'm so fucking tired.

My dad passed away last week and I am the sole beneficiary. I have so much to deal with and so much on my plate that I don't have even have time to grieve.

On top of that, for the past month or so I've been "flirting" with a woman that I fell pretty hard for, and she stopped responding so much in the past few days.

I have nobody. My 1 IRL friend makes plans and doesn't follow through. Nobody texts me.

I'm drunk as hell for the first time in 3.5 years and I'm spiraling pretty fucking hard. I can't deal with myself.😔