@shibao you're trying to anticipate what you'll regret you mean? if right now there's nothing that feels wrong, if you're truly happy then ride that. ppl get to regret from desiring more and ignoring it for years
@shibao I meant school. but even flailing is at least moving. and you often need to move at all to see where the right thing is. idk. depends how satisfied you are
@shibao I think that's fine too. challenging yourself is good and challenging yourself in an area you're deeply motivated in is even better. nothing can defeat you bao-san.
@shibao being young is for taking risks. if you have love, and you have the room, i would take the shot (and set points at which you can tell yourself you succeeded or failed). but the risky thing usually looks good on the resume anyway
after going to jp twice now i have developed the ability to miss it. as though it's just across town or something. just wanna spend another week in nagasaki
i like 'maru' bc it's a cute abbreviation of my name and it's a really common and anon jp-style handle but i almost feel like it's *too* anonymous, now. there's a line somewhere
playing lsd dream emulator with retroachievements is my favourite bit, because it's not even a bit ... i'm gonna catalogue each incident of witnessing The Scary Man in the Violence Zone (No Flashback) for 10 points