Kill me already, fucking virus, instead of toying with me like a modern house cat who caught a mouse. It is unbearable to keep living in this world that is going to shit.
@MediaActivist I suggest we start an Adrian Street ultra group, it needs a name and then we create a banner. But the tricky and fun part is, in ultra culture, if some rival group steals our banner, we have to disband. Fun to be had.
1'400 days since an unknown infection in the beginning of March 2020, it sounded suspiciously like #COVID19, but there were no tests yet and then this shit never got better, in fact kept getting worse, seems to me this is #LongCOVID, but the fucking asshole doctors won't even grant me a fucking diagnosis, instead these assholes keep gaslighting me and since then have started to take the piss by normalizing a disease that often feels worse than death.
When @linuzifer speaks about what gives him hope - to be or live the solution - and then claims that the congress is an example of this, to me this feels like a stab in the back. Because your "lived solution" excludes people like me, and as such is an ableist version of the world, one that excludes people (like myself) from participating. Not once during #37C3 (i didn't listen to all talks, but) have i heard a speaker address our exclusion or greet those warmly, who were forced to stay remote.
@MediaActivist My FOMO is strong, so of course when EVERYONE, even some anarchists i respected, started to rave or at least opine about those two fucking movies, of course i wanted to see them. But since zero streaming options and only terrible screener torrents were available, this also meant ALL OF THEM had been to an actual movie theater and risked getting infected for these shite films. Well, they could have in theory watched the screeners. But.
"Von erfahrenen Zeremonienmeistern wird Euch hier der notwendige Schwung verpasst, geschmeidig durch den Congress zu gleiten und die Vorfreude zu atmen"
I think the time for these large gatherings crammed into one venue is over. It is time to switch to decentralized forms of getting together with the help of streaming networks. Think of how easy diseases will spread in huge gatherings. Think of the carbon footprint of all these people flying there. Think of all the responsibility & power piled onto a core group of organizers. But also think of all the people that get excluded. Small gatherings can be much better geared to specific needs. #37c3
My disappointment that this crowd in Hamburg fell into this "back to normal" obsession, pushing for that huge gathering, and despite the fact that COVID-infection numbers are huge at the moment, almost worldwide, is also because i am convinced that this crowd could so easily have conceived and planned wonderful decentralized events. They have the technological know-how, they understand data, they have the right attitude (all creatures are welcome). Plus they always joked about "Kongress-seuche".
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