Notices by Plagued By Concepts ​:puzzle:​ :ffxiv_drk: (firstprogenitor@sanguinem.space)

My top surgery is tomorrow and I am very scared

im looking over my first assignment due for this class and at the bottom it said "Note: In a footnote to your response memo, include a brief statement summarizing your use (or not) of Large Language Models (LLMs) for this assignment." that confused me so i went to check the syllabus and.... huh????

how did anyone figure this shit out

hello????????

just putting it out there, i tried very hard to get every chest in the game, and somehow missed 6 of them. but i think i would rather kms than go back and figure out where they were so i will not be 100%ing ff2. i apologize for being a fake fan

YES FINALLY

i did 100% the bestiary tho. which honestly was pushing it

this game took me like 10 hours longer to beat than ff1 somehow

WAIT I JUST BEAT THE EMPEROR IN TWO TURNS. HELLO? HELLO????? TWO TURNS????? I WAS LIKE OH PHASE 2 ALREADY! BUT NO??????? I BEAT HIM????????????????

im really pissed off bc not only did i miss 5 chests i also somehow didnt learn all the passwords. what?????

i got this at least which im pretty proud of

things i have been told are beautiful:
- the shape of my teeth (multiple dentists)
- my veins (multiple phlebotomists)
- my organs (sonographer)

@funkula @Aleums theres another poem by this woman that I didn't post specifically because I found it too disturbing and would ruin the vibe but it's about getting sexually assaulted during a sleepover but within the entirety of the poem the man is referred to literally as a dog. Like she refers to his paws and shit. Sufficed to say I'm at least 80% sure this is a woman with a very fraught relationship to sex and uh maybe dogs

You all need to see this immediately

@Aleums never been done before

Okay yea I'm going to the ER

Finally gave me some morphine lol

iv bag is cold and it's making me shiver

Okay so since I'm feeling a little more coherent: for some reason when I woke up from a nap at 10:30 pm my chest was hurting. It felt like binder pain so I tried to pop some Tylenol and wait for it to go away. But instead it got worse. I took a shower and it helped but then I felt worse again. I canceled raid and tried to get more sleep but When I woke up I felt really, really bad. So I called into work and went to the ER. My blood pressure was very low (like 50/40) and my body temp was also very low (like 97.1) so they triggered an emergency and took an EKG and a bunch of other bullshit. Sufficed to say my blood pressure was largely due to my POTS mixed with the fact that I haven't eaten very much in the past 5 hours made my blood pressure plummet. I wasn't having a heart attack or anything. Doctor thinks it's probably an inflamed rib tendon or something like that. Fluids have helped a lot but the pain was starting to come back after the IV ran out but they just gave me some morphine so I should be okay for a bit. But I don't think I'm in any life threatening situation. They already did an X-ray and didn't find anything

Update: From some cursory googling I thought I had sprained my diaphragm or something to that effect, but the doctors now believe I have Cholecystitis (infection of the gallbladder basically) and they want to treat me as well as give me get an MRI (the MRI is bc they detected a growth in my liver, but they think it's benign. They want to double check though.) They're admitting me to the hospital and the doctor said I would probably be there for "at least a few days." I am mostly annoyed at having to be in a fucking hospital bed for a few days but I'll live I guess