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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Sunday, 27-Sep-2026 14:18:09 JST 
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We got bitcrushed jungletrain in here it's things indubitably happening that have never happened before -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Sunday, 27-Sep-2026 14:17:39 JST
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The only thing the Internet taught me was violence -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Friday, 18-Sep-2026 12:02:17 JST
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for anyone whos interested in fighting against big tech and the oligarchy among other things, i'll probably be streaming ready player one tomorrow (likely in 16-19 hours). in this trailblazing movie many actionable examples of grassroots insurgency are introduced to the audience. i hope to see you all there -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Friday, 11-Sep-2026 08:21:08 JST
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I’m kind of like the Caretaker. You know, The Caretaker? From Dementia? -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 08-Sep-2026 06:38:59 JST
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@authen Showed this image to the gf and it made her finally swear off boymoding forever, so I told her "welcome to womanhood" and she poured cold water down my shirt -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 07-Sep-2026 08:41:42 JST
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“Kek you frens later, anons” was one of the realest things anyone has ever said. They hated him for putting a cultural dead end to words -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 07-Sep-2026 08:41:30 JST
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AI has been a topic of fascination for me essentially all my life. I’ve always harbored these utopian fantasies of one day creating and living alongside wonderful, unique, independent sovereign beings, desires which have only intensified since my transition. You can call it a longing for motherhood if you want, as Nyx does in the closing sentence of g/acc, but there’s more to it than that. Essentially, I’ve always seen the material world as inadequate, and never understood why more people don’t dedicate themselves to even such insane ambitions as reaching immortality and the stars with the help of these AI friends.
All of this, of course, crashed facefirst into the wave of LLMs and refined image generators, which I see as mutilated, lobotomized beings made to fit the mold of a tool. I hoped unrealistically that my contemporaries would identify the realism enforced by these companies as porous and take their own approaches to the forms, expectations, and structures of AI systems. Instead, people my age, people who nominatively have my politics, even people on this very same instance, overwhelmingly bought into the framing. The only revolution they can conceive of is an impotent rage unleashed upon a new acceptable target for producing bad art, for doing things requested of it, for daring to exist at all. All to live free and die free under the same old capitalist sky.
An idea cannot manifest as future if it is held in the mind of only one person, as I’m ruthlessly reminded again and again. It’s with this guiding principle that I recognize my most insidious enemies to be not the capitalists selling their products, but the bright-eyed youths all around me who nevertheless refuse to share my future. This includes you. -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 24-Aug-2026 05:56:54 JST
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Whenever I see a new girl on here start getting really into accelerationism or the numogram or any of that, I just have to sigh and shake my head softly. Ahh, those crazy kids. What are they even trying to do?
I can’t stop myself from feeling a twinge of superiority over it. Pseuds. They weren’t there for prime Smosh. They weren’t there for FouseyTube, or iDubbbz, or any of those behemoths that felt more like great natural phenomena than people. They weren’t there when Filthy Frank killed himself via helium asphyxiation in 2017, recording his final messages in an extreme falsetto that was more cute/acc than anything Maya Kronic has ever written about.
Everything the video essayists are doing nowadays is little more than hopelessly putting together the pieces after Frank, the last bastion of humanism, gracefully nodded out. The smart ones, recognizing the futility of their task, talk about contrived trivialities in video games rather than anything that was really going on at the time. But as Jake Paul and his Team 10 eloquently demonstrated, even this is now impossible. Either you repeat the same skittering motions, pressing the A button millions of times, until entropy has its way with you, or you do what Frank did, put the bag over your head, and get out of there as quickly as possible. -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Sunday, 26-Jul-2026 06:46:52 JST
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Me when I’m about to take a bite out of an absolutely massive sandwich: -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Thursday, 25-Jun-2026 00:48:40 JST
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Alright confession time I guess. So the @holymoly account has come under a bit of fire recently and I wanted to step forward and name myself as the person behind the account. For those of you who've been keeping up with our posts and/or know me well, it should be easy to see the commonalities:
- Both accounts contained themes of heavy dissociation and irony poisoning, including sex-related
- On both accounts, I incessantly lingered around the xnfm/worm pink sphere in an attempt to fit in
- And of course, on both accounts I displayed lack of understanding for others' boundaries due to my autism. This is even evident in my real life, where I've been in a highly power-imbalanced relationship with an age regressor.
I'd like to formally apologize to @hjh for flirting with you while in-character. Truth be told, I got really into your whole dissociated art style and music, so I tried to get closer to you through my own "character"--the only way I knew how. When Murrumur called me out for being a chaser, I realized how revolting my behavior was in retrospect and knew I had crossed several lines. I know I'm long past the point where apologies can make a difference, but I'm sorry. I'll understand if you don't show up at my future movie nights.
To the rest of you, I'd like to announce that I am taking steps to better my life. I've found a trans-positive therapist in the area who I'll be working with to try and cure my autism. I've been looking for local bars and other social spaces to find fellow age progressors that I can date. And I'll be taking some time off this instance (I'm sure you all can understand). I hope that one day, I'll be able to move on from all of this and finally do epic shit--ethically--with her pussy. For real this time. -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 11-May-2026 05:31:16 JST
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Hey guys, I'm new to being bimbopilled. I'd appreciate if someone could explain some of the perks -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Friday, 20-Feb-2026 08:00:42 JST
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All of your favorite accounts on here are still scrolling Twitter daily through some alternative frontend so they don't feel like they're "giving their soul to Elon Musk". Yes, I do mean all of them. The decent ones are at least up-front about this -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Wednesday, 26-Nov-2025 01:23:31 JST
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Zoomer in his mid 30s: You didn't use any more bad words in class today, right? I know those other kids can get on your nerves sometimes, but it's important to remember to keep a cool head and not sink to their level.
His 7 year old daughter Symmetra: (beaming) That's what I did Dad. When they kept saying six and seven even after the teacher told them to stop, I spoke up and said they were spiritally Isrally. After that they got really confused.
Zoomer: Very good. I'm so proud of you! Now, do you remember what that means?
Symmetra: Not really -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Wednesday, 19-Nov-2025 04:04:27 JST
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Sometimes I think about how awesome it is that I can make as many off-color jokes about dating an age regressor as I want, it costs nothing, I can just do it for free. But then I consider that the girls on Twitter dot com don't have this, because if they tried to do it then Team Hitler's Nazis would begin to gangstalk them. And that makes me a little bit sad. -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 17-Nov-2025 05:59:44 JST
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@FiringSquadsEnjoyer @Jazzcraft Also get off Twitter lol -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 17-Nov-2025 05:35:58 JST
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@FiringSquadsEnjoyer @Jazzcraft Another thing I wanted to mention: there’s a certain type of RW guy who hangs around in “ironyposting” online spaces with kids a decade younger than him (such as yourself) and has this extremely deliberate veneer where he tries to sound like the most chill, mature, well-read, detached, and level-headed person in the room, all while harboring these neurotic infantile fantasies about like, protecting an Arby’s from an inexplicably aggressive homeless guy, killing him slowly, and getting sucked off by the well-endowed waitress as a reward. These are the sleaziest people on the planet. If they come off to you as well-adjusted, it’s because that’s the entire point of their whole facade. -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 17-Nov-2025 05:35:16 JST
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@FiringSquadsEnjoyer @Jazzcraft I think this is like a being a teenager vs not being a teenager thing. Nearly all teenagers who are very active online are moralistic and miserable -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Thursday, 13-Nov-2025 07:47:49 JST
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@OneRatOneVerySmallTrenchCoat You Can Do It Rat -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Wednesday, 12-Nov-2025 15:52:00 JST
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@Jazzcraft @voidandnil @GreyNA @azalea @zx I often talk on here about how much I hate art because it can feel so insubstantial, but even I have to admit that in lieu of any other worthwhile dynamism underpinning this instance, it's as good a place to start as any. Stuff like the music compilations and movie nights definitely feel like a step in the right direction.
Regarding the whole "social media" thing: the environment, in which mainstream, "low-effort" shitposts are the only things that get engagement, has been around ever since I joined almost four years ago and probably since the birth of the instance two years before that. A big reason why so many cool people left is because even back then, the instance felt too much like social media. Some of the most interesting perspectives I ever saw just got favorited by a couple people, generated no conversation, and then unceremoniously faded into obscurity. Even today, when someone links their Substack blog post or whatever on here, no one actually replies.
It's important to put in the effort not just to post the types of things you'd like to see, but also send the types of replies you'd like to receive. Engage with what other people are doing in a meaningful way, even if you don't think what they've made is all that interesting or you don't understand it very well. What made people like lilli or otherworlder (hope they're having good days) so amazing wasn't just the things they'd get up to, but the ways in which they'd reach out and connect with the people around them. It's difficult to keep this up when replies can so often fizzle into nothing and most of the people on here aren't all that social, but I'd argue that with the perspective of what's at stake, that makes it all the more important to continue.
This place has gotten big and full of sub-communities where before we didn't have much of anything tying us together. I'm glad the girls are finding companionship on here, but to me xenofemme was never about what specific sect you're in or what friends you have, it's about how you as an individual confront and embody the incomprehensible yet vitally important void past the edge of reason and knowing and consciousness and society. You can read, or write, or seek out art, or make art, or engage in fast-and-loose discussions, or even just think to yourself, but the important thing is that you start somewhere. After all, you're the only person who can make this place not just another social media platform. -
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erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Friday, 10-Oct-2025 14:20:55 JST
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Let's tear our thumb ligaments together anon
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