Notices by El (el@shota.house), page 2

@JustDisa imperialism
they orchestrated a coup in 2016 and now the cia is pushing anti-trans rhetoric when it wasn't politically relevant before
healthcare under threat bc of the us
among other reasons

should have food very soon

must stay awake

im not ok and thats ok

ill have good food tonight

i hate my legal family for what they did to me and i dont miss them

i hate myself

this is getting worse
but only to an outsider
its only morphing in reality

i am behaving as though i have no support even though i clearly do

i am not suicidal
at least theres that

@jeffcliff@shitposter.world @Dokka@poa.st i posted a few things and plan never to touch it again

i have a poast account
i was bored

is atypical depression even atypical

@jeffcliff@shitposter.world i will try

@jeffcliff@shitposter.world very many

@jeffcliff@shitposter.world yesterdayy
but my mood swings independent of that stuff weirdly i go from a high mood to depressed seemingly at random in the same lifestyle

i see im depressed again

dysphoria
not trans dysphoria
just dysphoria the emotion

@jeffcliff@shitposter.world quran kyogyoshinsho and tannisho
all religious books my interest is limited lol

@jeffcliff@shitposter.world i do not
ty for trying tho