Notices by vertka (vertka@suya.place), page 14
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Tuesday, 01-Oct-2024 17:23:53 JST vertka @qugalet @kaia I learned that I don't want to use Akkoma and want Pleroma now -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Tuesday, 01-Oct-2024 16:03:19 JST vertka @kaia can't remember if I learned anything while being on Fediverse -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Sunday, 29-Sep-2024 10:47:12 JST vertka @lain finally my dose of autism -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Sunday, 29-Sep-2024 02:34:53 JST vertka https://x.com/Saruei_/status/1824954171541319728
https://x.com/Saruei_/status/1832481791879606463 -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Sunday, 29-Sep-2024 01:29:49 JST vertka Source: https://x.com/_10four_/status/1826348320614482089 -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Sunday, 29-Sep-2024 01:00:04 JST vertka @kaia
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Friday, 27-Sep-2024 10:18:15 JST vertka @Tsuki I used to chat with people from the Internet whom I met by chance. I usually be a kind person, always telling people to give me feedback if something is wrong at my side, so I can control my behavior next time. Almost like giving people the person I want to meet and truly keep forever. Unfortunately, one day I get bored of everything around me quite quickly, go psychotic and drop all relationships. My little thought-observation tells me that the usual reason I'm excuse with is that "I don't want to depend on someone, and I don't want someone to depend on me", which is probably just one of the reasons why I'm leaving from everyone after few months of chat. It's either parasocial relationships where you don't get "enough" attention, or someone else gives "too much" of the same attention. Quite ironic that you need a golden middle in this case, which is hard to achieve.
Oh and if we speak about friends, this part is sick too. I still don't know what a "friend" is, so I don't want to call someone by this word. Sounds like "if we don't actively talk and meet IRL".
Relationship sucks because it's responsibility you obligated to carry and can't avoid because humans by nature are social creatures and they need this for personality development. Now I wonder if my personality is also stuck... -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Wednesday, 25-Sep-2024 02:51:57 JST vertka lol I think someone in discord server I'm in deleted one of my replies but left the one I've sent next (in brackets) :ElainaBruh:
this makes me feel mad because they could just remove my whole reply without leaving tails, but now I feel incredibly stupid, because that one message doesn't make any sense and feels like out of context -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Wednesday, 25-Sep-2024 02:51:56 JST vertka I don't know if I even want to know the truth behind this situation
Maybe because I've said something like "I know someone place stickers on their chinkpad too" and someone got mad after I've compared them, maybe it's because of the word "chinkpad" (I believe the meaning have no difference from thinkpad, right?), or someone just don't like me (I don't think I know anyone who would hate me??)
It may be interesting mystery to solve, but something tells me I will get disappointed if I get the answer 😞 -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Tuesday, 24-Sep-2024 09:43:52 JST vertka @lss @s gay -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Tuesday, 24-Sep-2024 07:22:51 JST vertka Not a productive day today -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Tuesday, 24-Sep-2024 00:05:47 JST vertka @lss you get what you deserve :ElainaSmug: -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Sunday, 22-Sep-2024 22:08:21 JST vertka @lss awawake -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Sunday, 22-Sep-2024 22:08:18 JST vertka @lss at cost of awake -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Sunday, 22-Sep-2024 01:24:05 JST vertka @VIPPER uhm, what's the usecase? -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Sunday, 22-Sep-2024 01:24:04 JST vertka @VIPPER also didn't know you do NSFW drawings -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Sunday, 22-Sep-2024 01:24:02 JST vertka @VIPPER huh I forgot that initially subscribed to you because you're an artist and I already missed your latest drawings. Fuck me and my attention :( -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Sunday, 22-Sep-2024 01:24:00 JST vertka @VIPPER glad people who want draw keep doing it, unlike me. I tried to draw a landscape this week and already don't feel interested touch that piece again. I don't want continue this consumer life, I want do stuff too! -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Saturday, 21-Sep-2024 05:41:49 JST vertka @prettygood @kaia no german gf for me I guess -
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vertka (vertka@suya.place)'s status on Saturday, 21-Sep-2024 05:13:05 JST vertka @kaia @prettygood
>no showering
Are you crazy?