self loathing is overwhelming 🪞
every mirror is a loaded gun 🔫
self loathing is overwhelming 🪞
every mirror is a loaded gun 🔫
there’s no such thing
as love and freedom
there’s only money and sex
addiction and depression
poverty and all affection
is misguided
the lies keep building up
just one more taste
and i’ll accept this is my life
my cancerous companion
always does its job right
and a job’s a funny thing
‘cause it’s their money that you need
to pay them back when someone’s
charging you to breathe
one hard fundamental truth of life
that i've tried to remind myself of for so long
is that friends come and go
so you shouldn't get too attached
but maybe i've told myself that too much
tune into the fediverse's favorite pirate radio station today!!!!! 🏴☠️ 📻
https://radio.vantaa.black:8000/vantaradio.mp3
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heyyo we'd like to migrate to a different managed hosting provider on the sharkey instance at cyberpunk.gay what's the like procedure for that? can y'all give us all the necessary files and such? i tried emailing support@spacehost.one but the email got returned to sender
still at $20/$215
$70/$215
i just received a $50 donation but my paypal balance in the mobile app still says $0 what the hell that's so weird
i'll just
give it a little bit i suppose
to sort itself out
oh the email legiterally says
"Don't see the money in your account? Don't worry -- sometimes it just takes a few minutes for it to show up."
it's been more than a few minutes
i tried updating paypal and restarting my phone but still nothing
I WOULD HAVE ENOUGH TO ORDER GROCERIES ALREADY IF ONLY THIS MONEY WOULD ACTUALLY SHOW UP IN MY PAYPAL
oh it's an outage apparently
$115/$215
$160/$215
still at $160/$215
banning vapes is SUPER GODDAMN FUCKED UP. they're relatively harmless like cigarettes are infinitely worse for your health holy shit
cigarettes have tar and all that bullshit in them vapes are literally just liquid nicotine
like
quitting vaping is easier than quitting smoking cigarettes
because cigarettes have way worse withdrawals
due to all the tar and other carcinogenic bullshit in them
also you won't get fucking cancer from vaping probably
vanta rainbow black :weed_pride: :pinkcat_cat:
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