Notices by TessiaEks (Is Fine) (tesseks@mastodon.social)

I find that I go to bed thinking "that was a bad day."

You could think "oh she's been pretty down lately then?"

Nope I just haven't been categorising my days in such ways.... I've only just realised most of my days are shitty.

@FlashMobOfOne yet if I were to carry around a sheathed double bladed 15thC sword I'd get arrested :(

I mean you'd have to be within 15 feet of the attacker to do any damage (if that).... but isnt that the point if "personal defence" is what you want?

Why doesnt this exist anymore?

American think about "personal defence" and think AR15. I would think about this..

@FlashMobOfOne https://youtu.be/5oktvaeiXi4?si=ib78TGaCf-Qb8wXl

The only way I can watch it.

Watching Love is blind: "Do you take Virginia to be your lawfully wedded wife?"

Me: "What whole county?"

I got bored.

Man I'm super bummed out... still.

I went on a date two weeks ago and we texted like a day after and I've not heard back from them in like a week and a half :((

The date went super good too :(( :'(

Fuukc :((

Lib conspiracy theorists be like:

"The FBI sells cocaine in latin America."

...Then like wierdly turn out to be right.

Conservative conspiracy theorists be like:

"Ya kno' the Titanic sank cus of DEI 😌."

@FlashMobOfOne XD and I need more that 3 friends to play bridge.

I don't get pokemon.. but if yah just wanna play a card game learn to play bridge.

"I'm sorry, were you like born in the 30s?"

I think I might be depressed. Or I'm just tired or lonely... perhaps even the bed is too hot and is making me frustrated. But fuck me. Feeling massively sad right now.

Omg so existential-ly rn. Whats the point of my life?

There is none... no point to existance what so fucking ever and i don't even know whether that is a good thing.

Men with chains put me off.

Brah at LEAST hang something off the chain!!!

Your fucking keys, a GPS transmitter, a skull of a defeated rival... i could got on.... but dude who just passed me please accessorise more.

Me: Searches something on Google.

Google: Here are 3 ads and 2 results, there was more but I couldn't be arsed to tell you about them :P

Like I understand it was a super specific thing I was trying to find but wtf??

Did Hitler have an actual Dracula level medieval castle one time?

Or am I getting several things mixed up... i remember a story about Nazis taking over a Austria Earl's castle (or something) and I know he painted a castle once.

Holy hell this is depressing, thought it were just a fun 50s horror film... Nope.

Just some dude wantin gold from a widows kids.

Cinematography is amazing tho

Watching Night of the Hunter (1955).

It is just people wanting to know where money is... an hour left.. very high quality... story quite bland.

He stole 10,000 told his two kids... got jailed, died... his cell mate wants the money.

#film

Them: "Caveing is so fun."

Me: "yeh but." *gestures*

Note: idk if I need to TW this but this is kinda upsetting.

I finally scanned the covers of my great grandma's #poetry books that she wrote. They were printed in the 90s and were sold at a hospital she was at and they raised funds for the hospice.

I typed each of the #poems up and they are on my #wattpad. Now I have done the front covers (that she drew!) I think I can lie the project to rest.... That is unless I know someone in publishing who could republish them again on a grand(er) scale 🤔

https://www.wattpad.com/user/TessiaEliseKirkShaw

#poem