It doesn’t matter how much you change your beliefs when the organization that you operate within will not question or change theirs, thus they inflict harm upon people.
This is why I take issue with the church as a whole.
It does not matter if I root out all of the misogyny in my belief system if the church still spreads the idea that women are less than.
No one should have to constantly pick through and “chew the meat, spit out the bones,” it should all be healthy.