Notices by Burn This Dyspho Out 🏳️‍⚧️ (testoceratops@disabled.social), page 7

@skippingmoonrocks This is really important. Thanks for spreading awareness!

As someone dealing with hallucinations and C-PTSD, meditation made me feel trapped in my trauma.

I don't know why but I've tried again a few times. I thought maybe I wasn't in the good mindset. It got worse.

If it makes you feel bad, please don't force it. It can seem like nothing harmful, but it really can be!

Please help us reach 30% if you can, even just a boost can make a huge difference. Thank you so much, friends!

Almost 40% raised now, we're so close! Thank you so much, everyone!

Any RT or donation means a lot to us and is a huge help, thanks again :heart_trans:

Done! Thank you, friends! We're so grateful for everything 💙

We're getting closer to the goal, almost 35% received so far!

Just received some awful news from my first sensei, you know, the one I mentioned really often.

His coronaries are completely calcified, he can die at any moment.

I'm devastated. Can't find words.

He gave me his last will for me. I promised I'll do what he asked from me.

I'm having a huge panic attack, my life is a nightmare. Why? Why him? Why so soon?

I'm still grieving from grandpa's death, that would kill me from inside...

He closed his club. There's no trace of it anymore, the website disappeared. He'll never be able to practice again...

I'm heartbroken, I've been crying for hours... We planned so many things together, so many trainings and fun stuff to do, he promised he'd teach me his secrets, at least he had time to make me master "my secret weapon" as he calls it. That's the most powerful technique I know.

I'm "glad" he told me, even if it's really difficult...

He's gonna try to go to my training tonight one last time for a farewell...

I'm crying so much, I wasn't supposed to go due to my left arm paralysis, but I will go and do what I can with my right arm and the rest of my body. He's coming for me, I can't miss this opportunity. I'm definitely going.

I'm awfully sad, I don't know how I'm gonna manage emotionally but I won't miss it.

I love and care about him so much... 💔

Reading my pinned thread about karate made me cry because I talked about him quite a lot in it.

It reminds me I still didn't do the update after six months of training with him, but I'm way too sad to do it now...

I've also watched a video of a kata (Heian Sandan) we did together, and I can't realize it was the last time we've been able to train together... I'll cherish this video and memories forever.

Speechless. Just speechless. Most of my karate dreams and goals are falling apart.

His last will were told not from my friend, but from my sensei. Not as a wish but kind of an order. To get over it and be happy, at least.

That brings tears to my eyes.

I don't even know if I'll hear his voice again, I just wanna see him at least one last time... I'll ask him tomorrow if I can call him...

Why is life so cruel?

He made it, he came!

I managed not to cry because I know it's hard for him and he doesn't want me to get sad.

I cried a lot once I got back home, and then fell asleep.

He did most of the training eventho he's not supposed to, I was scared for him because he didn't look in good shape but wanted to teach me something.

We talked a lot and he told me so many nice things 💙

He'll know soon if he can get a surgery or not. Fingers crossed🤞🏻

I'm getting ready to go. Well, as ready as it's possible to be...

I hope he'll be able to make it tonight. I really wanna see him one more time... That's why he's coming, for our farewells... It's gonna be so difficult...

I'm heartbroken but so grateful that he's trying to come for me, even if he can't make it.

I don't know yet, but in an hour, I will.

See y'all tonight, friends, I'll let you know...

I just boosted the previous post instead of making a new one to say exactly the same thing as it's been two days since the last donation.

I'm just adding that it's becoming kind of an emergency, I don't have as much time as planned to get the money and it's a nightmare of a pressure. I just can't handle this situation anymore and can only manage to make them wait a few weeks at most...

Thank you for any help, please don't donate if you can't, a boost would be great already if you don't mind ✨

Hey friends,

I woke up to a text from my grandma and she's pressuring and rushing me for the notary

I thought I had a few months to get the money for the inheritance fees, but I have to get the money asap. By the end of January or February but it seems impossible. Making them wait more isn't an option anymore, I'm under huge pressure

I beg you please help if you can and want, thanks 🙏🏻

https://www.paypal.me/VirgileMougin

Thanks to your donations, we have reached 20% of the money needed for February's survival and the inheritance fees!

246€ left to reach 25% from now on!

I know 5096€ is a really huge amount and I'm deeply sorry to beg that much, but have no other choice unfortunately...

If we could get more help please that would be awesome. 🙏🏻

https://www.paypal.me/VirgileMougin

Thanks for everything you did and do for us, we're forever grateful :blobcatheart:

Hey, friends!

We haven't received any donation in two days and I'm under huge pressure for the inheritance fees as my family wants to end this asap and my grandma can't help due to what she had to spend for everything so far.

The amount raised is updated after each donation in the previous post, just so you know.

Please consider boosting or just giving 1€ if you want to help and can afford it. It also goes towards our survival for February as explained before.

Thanks for everything! 💫

Estimated fees for next month:

Rent: 420€
For our cats: 30€
For my dog: 40€
Food for us: 350€
Power bill: 120€

Thank you for any help!

Edit: I didn't include some small fees such as the house insurance, phone bills and meds because I didn't think about it at the time I wrote this, and I don't want it to be too much by changing the amount now. If we could reach enough for the vital fees, that would be more than awesome already!

Hey friends,

My disability benefits ended this month, my fiancee and I only live on it and the administration didn't answer for the renewal yet, so we'll lose our only income at least for February.

We estimate we'll need ~980€ in February.

I also have until May 5th to pay for my grandpa's inheritance fees, 4136€.

https://www.paypal.me/VirgileMougin

Any help matters. Thank you so much! 💙

Raised: 400/5096€

@mutualaid #MutualAid

Hey everyone,

I know I've asked for Christmas gifts already by sharing a wishlist, but with the medical and train fees we're almost in the red and really need help for food until I get my disability benefits.

I need lactose and gluten free products, which are expensive.

If you can and want to help, you can donate any amount or just boost please. That'd be awesome.

Thank you so much 💙

https://www.paypal.me/VirgileMougin

#MutualAid @mutualaid

Hey friends!

We're two disabled folks living only with my disability benefits so we can't afford gifts. I've received many thanks to you! I'm reposting just in case, and for family gifts.

Please don't feel obligated to boost/donate, you don't owe me anything! Only do it if you can and want to. Please help people asking for food or shelter first

Thank you!

Wishlist:
https://www.amazon.fr/hz/wishlist/ls/13BLSZ4293BT2?ref_=wl_share

PayPal:
https://www.paypal.me/VirgileMougin

Please anyone save my day, I'm crying out of exhaustion...

The bus had a scary car crash while heading to grandma's to go clean the graves all by myself. My fiancee couldn't come + grandma can't lean.

It's a nightmarish day, if anyone want and can make it a bit brighter by buying something in my wishlist / donate some money, please that'd be really appreciated.

Please boost, thanks if you do 🙏🏻

https://www.paypal.me/VirgileMougin