Speechless. Just speechless. Most of my karate dreams and goals are falling apart.
His last will were told not from my friend, but from my sensei. Not as a wish but kind of an order. To get over it and be happy, at least.
That brings tears to my eyes.
I don't even know if I'll hear his voice again, I just wanna see him at least one last time... I'll ask him tomorrow if I can call him...
Why is life so cruel?