And I experience you not as bitter or resentful but, among all the other things, as angry about how the Regime destroys all that comes with care, decency, and beauty. Righteous anger. Which kind of proves my point. Not that I'm in the business of point-proving. But you're a nice illustration of what I have in mind here... keep that, your "community" (writ large and in absence of a better word) will need it.