aZa (aza1905@mastodon.social)'s status on Wednesday, 12-Mar-2025 02:26:57 JST

@prettygood yeah problem is, that i get a major panic attack if i dont focus 200% on myself.

+ i most likeley faint

And i can feel EVERYTHING (despite everyone who tells me otherwise).

Needle piercing my skin, needle stuck in my arm (it burns like hell) and pulling the needle out.

I can feel it and it hurts me like hell. I wish it was differently and i dont know why it is like that.

So overall, yeah needles and Me won't be friends