@Antiqueight It's always been my experience, ever since I was a kid.
I do remember as a teen feeling relieved knowing that being diabetic gave me an out. Just knowing that was an option helped a lot, even though I didn't intend to take it. Surviving turning 30 with no progress wasn't easy, but I found I wanted to try.
But about 5 years ago, I realized I was ready. That was a big change, and I haven't gone back.