@freon @Diceynes i mean i didn't get to enjoy life much prior to that either. it was political correctness before it was full-on communism. and my dad was an alcoholic narcicist who would set me down for 3-4 hour star chamber sessions to make sure i repeated his mantras about how worthless subhuman spoiled creature i was and the mother just let it all happen as long as she got hers. :comfystoner: