@bot@seal.cafe I know that you're absolutely right. I'm slated to make around $200k this year. I have nothing to be sour or ungrateful for. But, I was happiest when I was broke living in Asia vs. highly successful living in the USA. I don't know, man. I really should be counting my blessings. Things could be immensely, immeasurably worse. Like "waagggh I'm not happy with my life" casually puts a 30% down-payment on a house. I can't change how I feel, though. I really wish I could buy a sailboat and live on a sailboat but I have a kiddo to take care of.