I've been lifting for years on and off. In college my limit was 4pl8 but starting in mid 2020 and ending around early 2022 I was kind of in a rut. I "radicalized." Then I tried "de-radicalizing." It didn't work. Now I'm "re-radicalized." But in a much calmer way. I want to lose weight not to be attractive, but to be healthy. I want the power to create children and to end lives. This computer nerd shit doesn't cut it.