@lookitmychicken Yeah. I feel similarly. It's compounded by the fact that I'm ace and have never had a relationship at all. But I'm not willing to settle, and to me it's better to be single and happy about my life than to be in a relationship and it either be miserable or just not quite right.
I will almost certainly be single for always. But I think I would have been really good at being in one of those forever relationships.