@yockeypuck Basically had a heart-to-heart with her saying how trapped I feel, how it feels like the sum of my life is just paying money to other people, how I want my own family and don't know how to get it, how bills are getting harder and harder to pay, and a bunch of more personal stuff. Even the little successes in life don't bring me lasting happiness because I have nobody to share them with IRL. I'm depressed and despairing and even just saying that makes me feel like a weenie.