@Turkleton @Witch_Hunter_Siegfried @WeissenSocken88 @whiteman_ Ja. Some guy published a Qabala 'work' journal-diary a few years ago that I wish I saved, or at least committed the title to memory. Maybe I'll look around later and get lucky. But it read like the hitch-hiker's guide to developing schizophrenia. I think there are also even guys who drink their own piss thinking it's the path to getting the "Philosopher's Stone." Someone may correct me on that, but they're doing something with their piss and clearly drinking lots of the piss.