I want to invent the missing scenes that would fit with known and observed events. I want to read other people's invented missing scenes that do the same, but in different ways to what I've imagined. I want to know everything about these people, and speculate about all the things that I don't know and cannot know.
I don't know if it's okay to feel like this. It feels like maybe it is not okay. It feels like maybe one day I'll look back at this obsession(?) and say: self, what the actual fuck.